Englekort / Healing with the Angels

Jeg er i grublemodus for tiden. Grubler på både store og små saker... Og dumpet helt tilfeldig over en spennende link som jeg bare måtte sjekke ut.
I'm thinking a lot these days. Both small and bigger stuff... And found this link by a coinsidens:

Englekort/Healing with the angels
Hold the intention of love in your heart as you connect with these cards, and ask your angels a specific question or for guidance about a life area. Intuitively select 3 cards, laying them out from left to right. The first card on your left represents your immediate past, the middle card represents your present and the card on your far right will carry a message regarding your future. Trust whatever feelings come to you as you read the meaning in your selected cards and ask the angels for help with any self-doubt you may be experiencing.

Jeg valgte et stort tema: situasjonen min med jobb/arbeid/studier. Og her er kortene jeg trakk:
I chose a big issue: my working/studying situation. And here are the cards I picked:

1. Retreat
Card Meaning: Spend some time alone in quiet thought. Clear your mind, and focus on your truth and priorities. Are you pushing yourself too hard, beloved child of God? The angels remind us that rest is a natural cycle in every living thing. Think of the mighty oak tree that grows in spurts and then rests. It draws its nourishment from deep within the earth, and takes its time before growing upward again. Like the oak tree, it's important for you to nourish yourself with spiritual and emotional "food." While you are resting, take time to reflect on your heart's true feelings and desires. Your angels speak to you through your heart, and when you listen to and honor your feelings, you walk hand-in-hand with God and the angels. You will know that it is true Divine guidance, and not just your imagination or wishful thinking if it speaks of your desire to make a difference in the world.

2. Playfulness
Card Meaning: Fun and play is the angels' way! They guide you to add fun to your life, and to know that fun is a necessity, not a luxury. The angels know that you have a lot of responsibilities and that you need a steady flow of time, money, and other resources. By drawing this card, the angels want you to know that regular doses of fun can help you accomplish your goals. You may protest that you don't have enough time, money, or energy to play. Yet, your angels assure you that playfulness is a wonderful investment that yields immediate returns. When you have fun and laugh, you relax. This relaxation gives you a greater inflow of ideas, spiritual connections, Divine guidance, and energy. With the new inspirations and energy, you can better manifest your desires. Your relaxed and radiant personality attracts wonderful and helpful people to you. Your positive outlook creates new opportunities for you. When you look at life in this way, you can't afford not to have fun.

3. Harmony
Card Meaning: Conflict is resolved in a situation that was troubling you. Know that you deserve this peace and happiness, and accept it graciously. Beloved child of God, you are a peace-lover at heart. This card comes to you as a sign of new harmony that dawns upon you. Let go of viewing the situation as troubled, and see yourself and others through the eyes of your guardian angels. In this way, you'll look past the surface and see the beauty and light that eternally shines within everyone. By shifting your viewpoint to the angelic perspective, you become an Earth angel. Holding an elevated viewpoint sparks miraculous healings in all of your relationships. Conflict drops away, revealing the clean and new truth about everyone and everything.

Ojj. Dette er nesten litt skremmende. Og fornufts-Åshild kan finne mange måter å forklare dette på, sånn at magien i det forsvinner.... men, hvis jeg lar magien få være en del av dette, så er det utrolig hvor mye jeg kan lese av disse kortene, og hvor mye som stemmer. Det første kortet passer perfekt på de siste årene mine. Etter møtet med veggen, har jeg hatt en lang retreat-periode, hvor jeg har fokusert på å roe ned, slappe av, og sakte bygge meg opp igjen, både fysisk og psykisk. Kort nummer 2 er også skremmende riktig. For nettopp gjennom leken, har jeg funnet igjen meg selv, for å si det med litt flåsete ord. Jeg har funnet igjen gleden, selvtilliten og et nytt språk. Og det siste kortet - det som er myntet på fremtiden - gir meg en trygghet jeg kjenner jeg trenger å bli minnet på om og om igjen. Harmoni. Det å være i balanse. På rett sted. Rett hylle.

Wow - the first card is perfect: it points back to the last 3 years in my life, when I've been using my time to rebuild my self and get well and strong again. Retreat. The second card is just right too. My best expirience during this period, is my playfull creativity. By playing and beeing creative, I've grown, I've found a new way of living. And the last card - harmony. When I received the acceptance letter from the Insitute of Art Teraphy, the best word to describe my inner feeling was, yes: Harmony. Wow.